The shape of a mother

I'm like most women in that there really hasn't been a time, that I can remember, being satisfied w/my body. My weight has always fluctuated, especially through college. Maybe it wouldn't be a big deal, but when you're asked if you're pregnant while working at a maternity store, that sticks with you. I lost a lot of weight (about 40lbs) before getting married in May 2007, but I still don't remember being satisfied. Too bad, I should have appreciated it while I had it since I gained most of that weight back anyway. So, I started an exercise an diet regime in April last year, hoping to get my body back in tip top shape before getting pregnant.
Now, I find myself wishing for even that "fat" body again, doing a double take when I pass a full length mirror. Who the eff is that w/the huge, round belly? I've even caught myself taking my contacts out before taking a shower, just to avoid having to look at myself without clothes on...and then I came across this website.
I should be proud of that body - it has given me, and Rob, a beautiful gift as it continues to grow a healthy baby. It was good enough to get, and keep, me pregnant. It has sheltered and nourished Squishy.
So, today I will not count my current stretchmarks or search for new ones. I will not grimace when my stomach jiggles as I run down the stairs. I will not look down as I pass a mirror. I will not inspect my belly button to make sure it's still in.
No, today I will be thankful for my body and the miracle it's performing everyday.