The first few days back at work, every one kept telling me it would get easier. Yeah, well I'm still waiting. Fi had trouble napping unswaddled, everyone told me she'd get used to it. Yeah, I'm still waiting. She caught her first "daycare bug," then her second, and everyone told me her immune system would build up and she'd get better. Yeah, 3 weeks of the same diarrhea and sniffles and I'm still waiting.
3 times a day, I close my door to pump and I cry. This time is going by so quickly, Anneliese is growing so fast and all I can do is watch. I will never get this time back with my baby. Don't get me wrong, I like my job. I like my bosses, I like my co-workers, I like the members at the church.
But I
love my baby more.
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